Beauty in Sadness

 March 29, 2005


16 years

6 months

13 Days.. ago


October 12, 2021

Once upon a time, there lived a beautiful princess and she met  her handsome prince charming

and they lived happily ever after. Wait what.

The cliche of fairy tales.

Let me run down some details about them.

Well, truly there is a princess yeah pretty too. 

And meeting the prince they fell in love.

Have two kids. There were happy moments and there's sad too.

They lived and grew apart in years and lived again. Lol

That's the arrangement. Until..

16 years later ,6 months and 13 days,.exactly today .. they fell apart. 

Parted ways.

It wasn't the ending she expected. Yet an inevitable one.

Her world shattered. Tough days. She was at her worst.

His wasn't.

Everyday since, she was struggling..

The days were long and  the nights were haunted.

Her entire world crushed when she decided to end things with the prince.

Because at one time in our lives. Letting go doesn't mean love isn't there anymore.

Doesn't mean you don't miss the person. Doesn't mean you are not hurting. 

And doesn't mean the world stop spinning because for the first time in a very long time in princess's life,

she chose HERself. At last.



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